Today was a hard day. My co-workers threw me a goodbye breakfast. It was hard to hold back the tears especially when they started reading off all of the accomplishment I have attained over the years. A few people asked if I was ready to change my mind and stay. Being April 1st, I started to give them all an April-fools joke and say "I've changed my mind, I'm staying." But I knew they would take me seriously and not let me leave.
Having kids in class has been hard because they are all asking me why am I leaving them. I reassure them they will see me often, I just have to figure some things out. I boast about how I am going to love having the day time to myself. In reality, I am kinda scared. What will I do with all of that time, I can only organize so much, and I can only exercise for so long. I don't want to get into the habit of shopping for much of nothing. Wow, now I have anxiety...lol. I could take a class or two. That might be fun, or I could take a dance class...I could learn to belly dance, or tango. Now that would be fun. I could take up pottery, or stain-glass making, or learn to garden. Ok, the anxiety is subsiding.
Honestly, summer is right around the corner and the boys will be home to occupy my time. I am sure we will be getting season passes to the pool. That will be fun.
Still, three more days until I am a Stay at Home Mom.
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